"Not everyone can follow their dreams. Someone has to work."
Running out of passion and fire for life. I’m so tired all the time. I almost don’t care about what I’m doing anymore.
I keep looking at jobs all over New York and really the entire northeast and I have no idea where I’ll end up. It’s scary to think that in a little under three months I’ll have a Master’s degree and a car full of shit ready to go, well, anywhere. But maybe I won’t go anywhere. Maybe I’ll move to Syracuse or a bigger apartment in Oswego. Maybe I’ll get to choose which job I want or maybe I’ll only get one, or none. It’s hard to stay focused on the tasks I already have at hand when there’s so much that can change in such a short time. I didn’t get to feel like this after my Bachelor’s because I went right to graduate school, but now, I wish I had taken a year off, just to learn what it was all about.
We’ll see what happens.